Monday, June 28, 2004
The Precious Weekends
yup..weekends come and go as fast as u can say "yippE"
SAT
got caught up in some youth exchange event over at PPCC. Some Shanghai Youth Federation pple are in Singapore for a discussion and exchange thingy with us the YEC (Youth Executive Committee). Met with them.. had a presentation for them abt out stuffs, had a Q&A stuffs where they ask on hw we do out things & events..and man... i think i'm really bad in my chinese.. coz they sound so....chim....
Took them on a tour ard... blah blah blah.. and offf they went! to night safari!
Bf was hanging ard the vicinty..so after the event we went home and chill..
anyway was suppose to go shopping b4 dis exchange event but bf's stuff was running late! and now i can't go to mango to shop nor buy any new underwear nor look for stuffs! *pouts*
Ya.. entertain ourselves at hme with dvd..Gothika & Swimming Pool. wasn't too bad..
SUN
suppose to go tan! den bf say was too rush for him! we woke at 9am , had a look at the sky and well.. was expecting a good day! now i lost another chance to go tannning! I assume he was too tired..that's y... we went back to sleep and woke at 1-2pm...And it was really sunny!! darn! so i got into irritating him by saying every hr or so.."the sun's pretty nice" or "woah..really sunny huh" hehehehehahahahaaa....
got lunch at the coffeeshop....i think my system's screwed up... i ate like one chicken chop and small brd and i'm full..... maybe lack of sleep.. my sleeping patterns have evolved...haha...to wierdness..
nxt week! nxt week must go tanning! ...coz cynthia & eugene might be gg too! hahaha...
Brisbane..
yup..Sharon has offically landed in brisbane and Shawn is flying off today to see his beloved... haha... hw sweet...
and yes i have passed the hairclips to Shawn...
Car Show
Finally got down to go over & have a look see... damn.. nt enuff nice cars... and not even car babes.... took pixs tho'..go have a look... might have to sign in/up
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--- 11:14 PM.
yup..weekends come and go as fast as u can say "yippE"
SAT
got caught up in some youth exchange event over at PPCC. Some Shanghai Youth Federation pple are in Singapore for a discussion and exchange thingy with us the YEC (Youth Executive Committee). Met with them.. had a presentation for them abt out stuffs, had a Q&A stuffs where they ask on hw we do out things & events..and man... i think i'm really bad in my chinese.. coz they sound so....chim....
Took them on a tour ard... blah blah blah.. and offf they went! to night safari!
Bf was hanging ard the vicinty..so after the event we went home and chill..
anyway was suppose to go shopping b4 dis exchange event but bf's stuff was running late! and now i can't go to mango to shop nor buy any new underwear nor look for stuffs! *pouts*
Ya.. entertain ourselves at hme with dvd..Gothika & Swimming Pool. wasn't too bad..
SUN
suppose to go tan! den bf say was too rush for him! we woke at 9am , had a look at the sky and well.. was expecting a good day! now i lost another chance to go tannning! I assume he was too tired..that's y... we went back to sleep and woke at 1-2pm...And it was really sunny!! darn! so i got into irritating him by saying every hr or so.."the sun's pretty nice" or "woah..really sunny huh" hehehehehahahahaaa....
got lunch at the coffeeshop....i think my system's screwed up... i ate like one chicken chop and small brd and i'm full..... maybe lack of sleep.. my sleeping patterns have evolved...haha...to wierdness..
nxt week! nxt week must go tanning! ...coz cynthia & eugene might be gg too! hahaha...
Brisbane..
yup..Sharon has offically landed in brisbane and Shawn is flying off today to see his beloved... haha... hw sweet...
and yes i have passed the hairclips to Shawn...
Car Show
Finally got down to go over & have a look see... damn.. nt enuff nice cars... and not even car babes.... took pixs tho'..go have a look... might have to sign in/up
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--- 11:14 PM.
Wednesday, June 23, 2004
Saturday, June 19, 2004
******whhheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee................********
i bought new underwear from fling! and a new tanktop form Mango.. and new hairclips for me & Sharon!
went shopping alone coz stupid bf nt ard with me...long story..
met up with Shawn (who is Sharon's bf) to pass him dis cutsy present for him to pass to Sharon in brisbane..erm haha.. i gotta meet Shawn again to pass d hairclips to him coz i bought the hairclips AFTER i met him.. haha and when i msg him i was aready at Hereen and he was in Taka.. haha
got Father's Day present for my dad.... 2 Fila polo shirts!..hmm...
didn't eat much today.. ate 2 mini chocochip cookies for lunch and went hungry the whole shopping trip...
hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm........lalalalala.today someone said i'm 19! hahahaa..........must the hair......
--- 10:11 PM.
i bought new underwear from fling! and a new tanktop form Mango.. and new hairclips for me & Sharon!
went shopping alone coz stupid bf nt ard with me...long story..
met up with Shawn (who is Sharon's bf) to pass him dis cutsy present for him to pass to Sharon in brisbane..erm haha.. i gotta meet Shawn again to pass d hairclips to him coz i bought the hairclips AFTER i met him.. haha and when i msg him i was aready at Hereen and he was in Taka.. haha
got Father's Day present for my dad.... 2 Fila polo shirts!..hmm...
didn't eat much today.. ate 2 mini chocochip cookies for lunch and went hungry the whole shopping trip...
hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm........lalalalala.today someone said i'm 19! hahahaa..........must the hair......
--- 10:11 PM.
*GASP*..
lack of ..space.... in.... my room..... *ack*..
oh no!... i think... i'm ...s..quas....hed.......
*ack*cough*Argh*....
*gasping for air*....
... .... ..........................................
--- 3:59 PM.
lack of ..space.... in.... my room..... *ack*..
oh no!... i think... i'm ...s..quas....hed.......
*ack*cough*Argh*....
*gasping for air*....
... .... ..........................................
--- 3:59 PM.
Friday, June 18, 2004
Cleaned my room!! I NEED a new room..minus the junk!.. damn! if i were to take all my stuffs to recycle.. i would make plenty of $$!
aarrgghh.... dust... dirt.... junk..
and OMG! i found issues of teenage mags in my containers.. dating back tp 1996!! dats hw junk my junk is!
and it took me a whole day just to clean only a prat of the room~.......*sigh*
and the reason u asked? so my dad can get the sound system into my room...
u must be thinking "great! a whole sound system!" erm.. yea.. rite... so huge!! takes up my whole long table! and ..there's no tv yet connected to watch dvds yet!! and how loud can one get in a mini room like my?!
and i sent out 4 emails today! to companies..hoping to hire some designers! And i think i'm the only one left in my grp nt working.. d rest.. either taking up degree or erm..have better prospects den i do coz they're soooo much better den i am!
and i got my transcript a few days back..shit! bldy Ps on my 2 subs!! spoil the whole image!! arrgghhh!! who's d damn culprit........ dun let me know...
my poor hamsters.... got kick to a little corner of the room...
--- 10:22 PM.
aarrgghh.... dust... dirt.... junk..
and OMG! i found issues of teenage mags in my containers.. dating back tp 1996!! dats hw junk my junk is!
and it took me a whole day just to clean only a prat of the room~.......*sigh*
and the reason u asked? so my dad can get the sound system into my room...
u must be thinking "great! a whole sound system!" erm.. yea.. rite... so huge!! takes up my whole long table! and ..there's no tv yet connected to watch dvds yet!! and how loud can one get in a mini room like my?!
and i sent out 4 emails today! to companies..hoping to hire some designers! And i think i'm the only one left in my grp nt working.. d rest.. either taking up degree or erm..have better prospects den i do coz they're soooo much better den i am!
and i got my transcript a few days back..shit! bldy Ps on my 2 subs!! spoil the whole image!! arrgghhh!! who's d damn culprit........ dun let me know...
my poor hamsters.... got kick to a little corner of the room...
--- 10:22 PM.
Thursday, June 17, 2004
went out today... with 2 male cousins.. both are younger..
suppose to go shopping.. for my godpa's swimming trunks and my own stuffs i guess.
Met at orchard after my appt at NUH.. so mnay pple at the clinic! *gosh*
ah well.. den went KFC for lunch after much nonsense discussions.. had fun with the spiderman words thingy from kfc.. haha.. quite cool! we had words like penis & tampon emerging from the words "Spiderman Two" hahaha! the contest was to find 25.. or was it 26 words.. from these given words and min 5 letters per word.. The prizes were some spiderman toys tho' ..hahahaha.. dun really care abt it ..just doing the puzzle for d heck of it..
got dwn to shopping... sianz!! i bought nthg in d end for myself! i manage to get the trunks tho'.. and a book of Archie comics.. and that's it.. aahhh....
and my cousins were like saying when we leave every shop .."u try & try ..and den nver buy" hahaha.. Bleah..
ended at PS.. got sushi and ate.. and they went home so do i..
Suppose to go home and den meet another fren at my place and go watch a movie: Harry Potter..
erm.. ate at cafe cartel @suntec... damn! we are late for the movie again! shit like 20 mins of it!.... anyway.. dis part of d harry potter.. wasn;t as magical as the previous ones... nthg hoo-haaing abt...hahaa
went home and erm..dats it....here i am on the PC again and gg to sleep soon..
my gerpal flying off tml !!! =\
--- 1:33 AM.
suppose to go shopping.. for my godpa's swimming trunks and my own stuffs i guess.
Met at orchard after my appt at NUH.. so mnay pple at the clinic! *gosh*
ah well.. den went KFC for lunch after much nonsense discussions.. had fun with the spiderman words thingy from kfc.. haha.. quite cool! we had words like penis & tampon emerging from the words "Spiderman Two" hahaha! the contest was to find 25.. or was it 26 words.. from these given words and min 5 letters per word.. The prizes were some spiderman toys tho' ..hahahaha.. dun really care abt it ..just doing the puzzle for d heck of it..
got dwn to shopping... sianz!! i bought nthg in d end for myself! i manage to get the trunks tho'.. and a book of Archie comics.. and that's it.. aahhh....
and my cousins were like saying when we leave every shop .."u try & try ..and den nver buy" hahaha.. Bleah..
ended at PS.. got sushi and ate.. and they went home so do i..
Suppose to go home and den meet another fren at my place and go watch a movie: Harry Potter..
erm.. ate at cafe cartel @suntec... damn! we are late for the movie again! shit like 20 mins of it!.... anyway.. dis part of d harry potter.. wasn;t as magical as the previous ones... nthg hoo-haaing abt...hahaa
went home and erm..dats it....here i am on the PC again and gg to sleep soon..
my gerpal flying off tml !!! =\
--- 1:33 AM.
Monday, June 14, 2004
been feeling down & depressed these few days....wallowing in my own thoughts and sadness
can't blame me for not updating... just don't feel like it....
i tink if i do go away for long.. nobody will ever notice..until like wat..mths later...
And it's amzing how pple can change within such short periods of time..
--- 11:04 PM.
can't blame me for not updating... just don't feel like it....
i tink if i do go away for long.. nobody will ever notice..until like wat..mths later...
And it's amzing how pple can change within such short periods of time..
--- 11:04 PM.
Thursday, June 10, 2004
hmm....
lalalalallaalala.
felt contented today.. altho' i did hang out with a few classmates today... June had to do her shopping *envy* and i caught a movie with Cynthia & Melvin; The Day After Tomorrow.
yea.. happy ending kind of show.. water.. more water.. snow and loads of it...
hm.. i think i'm really gg broke..*sighz*...................................
yaya.. anyway.. back to the contented part..
it wasn't the movie or anything.. it was just looking up into the night sky and seeing more than the average number of STARS on a normal day.
I look up..it was a clear night.. and i saw like..10..no maybe 15.. Stars.. wow.
Here's an unknown fact abt me.. when i walk home from the MRT station..along the path i'll gaze up into the sky and look out for stars.. the path wasn't lit by street lights coz there was enuff light coming from the coffeshop at the end of it..but wow.. u see can see a few stars nw and then....
yea i like stars..
it's amazing hw u can manage to view and gaze at stars in this concrete jungle. i can just get lost looking at stars. I still remembered the time we had out OBS camp at Palau Ubin. We had a land ex... and when we camp outdoors.. in the pitch dark except for a few campfires..the night was manificent! it was pratically lit up by millions of stars!..*gosh*.. that was the best sight i even laid my eyes on!!
********************************** stars... just charmed me... **************************
--- 11:36 PM.
lalalalallaalala.
felt contented today.. altho' i did hang out with a few classmates today... June had to do her shopping *envy* and i caught a movie with Cynthia & Melvin; The Day After Tomorrow.
yea.. happy ending kind of show.. water.. more water.. snow and loads of it...
hm.. i think i'm really gg broke..*sighz*...................................
yaya.. anyway.. back to the contented part..
it wasn't the movie or anything.. it was just looking up into the night sky and seeing more than the average number of STARS on a normal day.
I look up..it was a clear night.. and i saw like..10..no maybe 15.. Stars.. wow.
Here's an unknown fact abt me.. when i walk home from the MRT station..along the path i'll gaze up into the sky and look out for stars.. the path wasn't lit by street lights coz there was enuff light coming from the coffeshop at the end of it..but wow.. u see can see a few stars nw and then....
yea i like stars..
it's amazing hw u can manage to view and gaze at stars in this concrete jungle. i can just get lost looking at stars. I still remembered the time we had out OBS camp at Palau Ubin. We had a land ex... and when we camp outdoors.. in the pitch dark except for a few campfires..the night was manificent! it was pratically lit up by millions of stars!..*gosh*.. that was the best sight i even laid my eyes on!!
********************************** stars... just charmed me... **************************
--- 11:36 PM.
Wednesday, June 09, 2004
of all days .. it HAD to rain today!
and no.. it wasn't a mini rain ..it a huge downpour!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
this isn't a good sign...
--- 11:25 AM.
and no.. it wasn't a mini rain ..it a huge downpour!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
this isn't a good sign...
--- 11:25 AM.
Monday, June 07, 2004
Seemingly unusual phonecall
the guy from the modelling agency called... gonna meet him on wed. Ah..well.. dun expect too much from it.
Erm.. i guess no-one knws wat o'm toking abt rite.. so here goes..
A guy msged me in friendster, saying he saw my photos that i had put up and thought that i was photogenic and think i might suit some of his projects that he have on hand. he left me his contact number and website; shinemodels and yea.. told a few frens.. erm more like only 3... coz dun wann spread this too far.. it might turn out to be just a prank or something.
sms the guy the next day..got back sms... saying will contact me again. And yes he did today.. so erm.. ya..end of story.
had to retell my clubbing nite to Sharon.. haha..she's pissed with that guy.. hahha..
Ahahaa.. more gossips.... bleah~
You're bubblegum!!! You love to have a good time,
and enjoy being around others who feel the same
way. You tend to be the life of the party, and
people like to be around you as much as they
can.
Which kind of candy are you?
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--- 10:28 PM.
the guy from the modelling agency called... gonna meet him on wed. Ah..well.. dun expect too much from it.
Erm.. i guess no-one knws wat o'm toking abt rite.. so here goes..
A guy msged me in friendster, saying he saw my photos that i had put up and thought that i was photogenic and think i might suit some of his projects that he have on hand. he left me his contact number and website; shinemodels and yea.. told a few frens.. erm more like only 3... coz dun wann spread this too far.. it might turn out to be just a prank or something.
sms the guy the next day..got back sms... saying will contact me again. And yes he did today.. so erm.. ya..end of story.
had to retell my clubbing nite to Sharon.. haha..she's pissed with that guy.. hahha..
Ahahaa.. more gossips.... bleah~
You're bubblegum!!! You love to have a good time,
and enjoy being around others who feel the same
way. You tend to be the life of the party, and
people like to be around you as much as they
can.
Which kind of candy are you?
brought to you by Quizilla
--- 10:28 PM.
Sunday, June 06, 2004
WOHOO~
had a great clubbing nite...started off lame..coz i was kinda irritating my frens while Queuing up to get in,can't blame me..i was bored. Bloody pple.. spoil market..Q so early for wat?! we started to Q at 8pm and it has aready snake round twice!! so we spent 2 hrs in da freaking Q and free entry b4 10pm was gone when we manage to get to the entrance! so we had to pay to get in.. (&&%$$#@@!#^%&*&*@!#~..)
yea well.. got in.. discuss over $$.. and had a few drinks.. got the dancing started with my gf! yipppe!! and the thing i don't need the most happens. A guy wanted to know me.. not a normal guy..but erm.. a larger den average guy. Not that i'm against fat pple or anything.. but..erm..kinda thick-skin dis guy.. part 1 failed.. part 2 came and try again!..*gosh*! ahh.. too log a story to type..too lazy to type! just that he was kinda thick-skin! and it was entertainment to my batch of frens!
nice dancing peeps!! i had a great time!!! oh yes....
slept at wat..4?5? Swen stayed over for the nite. woke at 4pm today.. AHahhaa.. he went home at 1pm odd.... he had to pack his stuffs....
stone the whole day today...nthg to do,....had tortillas with turkey patties i found in the freezer,had 2 of those. That's for my lunch and dinner. =)
hm... went online..did nthg much..so bored.....
--- 10:46 PM.
had a great clubbing nite...started off lame..coz i was kinda irritating my frens while Queuing up to get in,can't blame me..i was bored. Bloody pple.. spoil market..Q so early for wat?! we started to Q at 8pm and it has aready snake round twice!! so we spent 2 hrs in da freaking Q and free entry b4 10pm was gone when we manage to get to the entrance! so we had to pay to get in.. (&&%$$#@@!#^%&*&*@!#~..)
yea well.. got in.. discuss over $$.. and had a few drinks.. got the dancing started with my gf! yipppe!! and the thing i don't need the most happens. A guy wanted to know me.. not a normal guy..but erm.. a larger den average guy. Not that i'm against fat pple or anything.. but..erm..kinda thick-skin dis guy.. part 1 failed.. part 2 came and try again!..*gosh*! ahh.. too log a story to type..too lazy to type! just that he was kinda thick-skin! and it was entertainment to my batch of frens!
nice dancing peeps!! i had a great time!!! oh yes....
slept at wat..4?5? Swen stayed over for the nite. woke at 4pm today.. AHahhaa.. he went home at 1pm odd.... he had to pack his stuffs....
stone the whole day today...nthg to do,....had tortillas with turkey patties i found in the freezer,had 2 of those. That's for my lunch and dinner. =)
hm... went online..did nthg much..so bored.....
--- 10:46 PM.
Thursday, June 03, 2004
AAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!
A seemingly beautiful morning is shattered by a simple dumb SMS!! & all dis contributes to me hating my dreaded b/day even more!!
AAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHH!! IF I could really scream i could have done so and it will last like 20mins ... in which i would have the police knocking on my door and neighbours surrounding my door..and maybe send me to the asylum! I'M PISSED!
A normal sms from an ex-classmate from my sec sch which read. "XX's having his b/day chalet dis sat, 12 at Pasir Ris." i'm like wat the!! shit man i had aready dicussed with my gf online dat i'm gonna do my celebration on sat,12 too!!! F!F!F!F It's an abomination!
see!!!something do happens to clash on my b/day celebration once again!!!! nw i knw y i hate b/days.. and y can't he be born a day later or earlier!! i dun like sharing b/days!!! esp. when pple have the money and time to have huge celebrations and i don't! and dun even tell me abt sharing with him! i rather disappear from Earth!!
Sharing dat stupid b/day with him..i might even be labelled as trying to share the limelight or semthing... or pathetic enuff to join so i can have more frens with me..
ARGH!! WHY!!?? SPOILS MY MORNING! SPOILS MY DAY!! SPOILS MY WEEKENDS! MAYBE I MIGHT DO SOME SCHEMING OF SOME EVIL PLAN TO BURN DOWN THAT STUPID CHALET!
this blog can't even properly express hw pissed i am...
I HATE I LOATHE I DISPISE I DETEST I SCORN I REPLUSE
--- 11:45 AM.
A seemingly beautiful morning is shattered by a simple dumb SMS!! & all dis contributes to me hating my dreaded b/day even more!!
AAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHH!! IF I could really scream i could have done so and it will last like 20mins ... in which i would have the police knocking on my door and neighbours surrounding my door..and maybe send me to the asylum! I'M PISSED!
A normal sms from an ex-classmate from my sec sch which read. "XX's having his b/day chalet dis sat, 12 at Pasir Ris." i'm like wat the!! shit man i had aready dicussed with my gf online dat i'm gonna do my celebration on sat,12 too!!! F!F!F!F It's an abomination!
see!!!something do happens to clash on my b/day celebration once again!!!! nw i knw y i hate b/days.. and y can't he be born a day later or earlier!! i dun like sharing b/days!!! esp. when pple have the money and time to have huge celebrations and i don't! and dun even tell me abt sharing with him! i rather disappear from Earth!!
Sharing dat stupid b/day with him..i might even be labelled as trying to share the limelight or semthing... or pathetic enuff to join so i can have more frens with me..
ARGH!! WHY!!?? SPOILS MY MORNING! SPOILS MY DAY!! SPOILS MY WEEKENDS! MAYBE I MIGHT DO SOME SCHEMING OF SOME EVIL PLAN TO BURN DOWN THAT STUPID CHALET!
this blog can't even properly express hw pissed i am...
I HATE I LOATHE I DISPISE I DETEST I SCORN I REPLUSE
--- 11:45 AM.
Wednesday, June 02, 2004
Argh...
dreaded b/day coming along....i've dreaded my b/day when june came rolling along..
had a chat with my gfs.. so i tink i'm gonna do my b/day on the 12..like a few days later den my actual day coz my falls on a tuesday...
and is i do it dis weekend..too rush...my parents better agree to having a buffet!! i nvr did once had a huge celebration!
been hating my b/day for yrs nw...dread it..!
eversince sec sch i guess... it seems as if no one cares....haiz.... it seems as if over the yrs nobody really cares.. even my family dun really cares...
death annivesray even more impt den b/day ..which is wat i analyzed. Let's see.. there..Qing Ming Festival for cleaning the tombs and everything. and there's Hungry Ghost Month.. which also worshipped the dead..
ARGH!!... better dun have any cock-up for my 21st b/day!!! it always does!!!! it seeming always comes and stab me in the back!!!!
--- 11:45 PM.
dreaded b/day coming along....i've dreaded my b/day when june came rolling along..
had a chat with my gfs.. so i tink i'm gonna do my b/day on the 12..like a few days later den my actual day coz my falls on a tuesday...
and is i do it dis weekend..too rush...my parents better agree to having a buffet!! i nvr did once had a huge celebration!
been hating my b/day for yrs nw...dread it..!
eversince sec sch i guess... it seems as if no one cares....haiz.... it seems as if over the yrs nobody really cares.. even my family dun really cares...
death annivesray even more impt den b/day ..which is wat i analyzed. Let's see.. there..Qing Ming Festival for cleaning the tombs and everything. and there's Hungry Ghost Month.. which also worshipped the dead..
ARGH!!... better dun have any cock-up for my 21st b/day!!! it always does!!!! it seeming always comes and stab me in the back!!!!
--- 11:45 PM.
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