Thursday, August 31, 2006
..
i
think
i need to
go wash myself in the holiest of water...
coz....
my MIMI died!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
farking depressing.....
u know how when u get a bad period.. everything goes downhill? i tink i'm there....
- i got bad cough.. been coughing for the pass farking 3 weeks...
- kept having penknife and paper cut incidents at work...
- broke up with ... him..
- my creative talent is stiffening...
- everytime i wanna go out.. nobody is free... ( u knw who u pple are... hmph)
- my hamster died..
....
wat's short is me getting injured or having an accident...
BRING IT ON I SAY....
wanna kill me.... BRING IT ON!~!
--- 12:54 AM.
i
think
i need to
go wash myself in the holiest of water...
coz....
my MIMI died!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
farking depressing.....
u know how when u get a bad period.. everything goes downhill? i tink i'm there....
- i got bad cough.. been coughing for the pass farking 3 weeks...
- kept having penknife and paper cut incidents at work...
- broke up with ... him..
- my creative talent is stiffening...
- everytime i wanna go out.. nobody is free... ( u knw who u pple are... hmph)
- my hamster died..
....
wat's short is me getting injured or having an accident...
BRING IT ON I SAY....
wanna kill me.... BRING IT ON!~!
--- 12:54 AM.
Tuesday, August 29, 2006
...
sitting here..staring...
trying very hard to do something...
but i can't.. i just can't...
tried to sleep... and yet here i am.
i will not lie and say am not sad. d tears just keeps on coming..
and i can't stop.
Help...
........
--- 4:13 AM.
sitting here..staring...
trying very hard to do something...
but i can't.. i just can't...
tried to sleep... and yet here i am.
i will not lie and say am not sad. d tears just keeps on coming..
and i can't stop.
Help...
........
--- 4:13 AM.
Monday, August 28, 2006
i tink...
the fate has been sealed..
Goodbye memories..
"她爱他,什么都可以 ... 一旦不爱,就不会再有机会"
--- 11:41 PM.
the fate has been sealed..
Goodbye memories..
"她爱他,什么都可以 ... 一旦不爱,就不会再有机会"
--- 11:41 PM.
it is hard...
Very hard.....Very painful...
it's monday morning again...
2 weeks more to go...
--- 8:59 AM.
Very hard.....Very painful...
it's monday morning again...
2 weeks more to go...
--- 8:59 AM.
Thursday, August 24, 2006
the hole has been made..
the damage done...
will time help??? will the effort be useful??
tings feel different now... esp since he confessed that his feelings has lessen... alot more than what i have confessed..
fark... and he was the one who was actually AFRAID of me saying and doing all those....
AND now who is saying all these?
A very great sense of deja vu that night.... really huge....
in a dream?
or sub-conciously i knew things would turn this way??
either way...
things had happen... time will never go back...
--- 7:34 PM.
the damage done...
will time help??? will the effort be useful??
tings feel different now... esp since he confessed that his feelings has lessen... alot more than what i have confessed..
fark... and he was the one who was actually AFRAID of me saying and doing all those....
AND now who is saying all these?
A very great sense of deja vu that night.... really huge....
in a dream?
or sub-conciously i knew things would turn this way??
either way...
things had happen... time will never go back...
--- 7:34 PM.
Wednesday, August 23, 2006
i think i have fallen off the fence and broke my precious soul.
--- 2:53 AM.
--- 2:53 AM.
Saturday, August 19, 2006
I'm lost..
I'm sitting on da damn fence...
weeping .... waiting .....
it's very high up here...
if i fall.. will i break?? will i be hurt??
wat if i fell on the wrong side??
...................................................
--- 2:08 AM.
I'm sitting on da damn fence...
weeping .... waiting .....
it's very high up here...
if i fall.. will i break?? will i be hurt??
wat if i fell on the wrong side??
...................................................
--- 2:08 AM.
Tuesday, August 15, 2006
The plane flew...
...carrying my aunt, uncle & cousin back to France.
heee... the pass 3 weeks were mad...
my schedule was erratic...
food was aplenty...
and free nights were spent out away from my bed...
with pool tables, xbox games, shaking controllers, car rides, sun tanning, beaches, searching for figurines and clubbing...
every weekend was burnt and occupied...*phew*
within 2 weeks.. i went to so many places...
MOS, Attica, Zouk (after a long hiatus away), sentosa, carlsberg skytower, car ride to yishun, seletar, played pool/snooker, far east square & china square, coffee sessions, whole nite of gaming sessions, stole a red cow( ssshhh..), more resturants for dining expereinces, & more.. & more...
but hey... my cousin only comes nack after like wat...10 yrs or so??
so yeah.... i'm just happy that he came...
afterall... we had a shared childhood eons ago... we're just a week apart!
--- 1:57 AM.
...carrying my aunt, uncle & cousin back to France.
heee... the pass 3 weeks were mad...
my schedule was erratic...
food was aplenty...
and free nights were spent out away from my bed...
with pool tables, xbox games, shaking controllers, car rides, sun tanning, beaches, searching for figurines and clubbing...
every weekend was burnt and occupied...*phew*
within 2 weeks.. i went to so many places...
MOS, Attica, Zouk (after a long hiatus away), sentosa, carlsberg skytower, car ride to yishun, seletar, played pool/snooker, far east square & china square, coffee sessions, whole nite of gaming sessions, stole a red cow( ssshhh..), more resturants for dining expereinces, & more.. & more...
but hey... my cousin only comes nack after like wat...10 yrs or so??
so yeah.... i'm just happy that he came...
afterall... we had a shared childhood eons ago... we're just a week apart!
--- 1:57 AM.
Tuesday, August 01, 2006
my french fries cousin....
and his parents (my aunt & uncle la..duh~) ..arrived in sg already!!
and for those dying to see how he looks like,,
here u go...
k stop drooling...
hahahaha.. i gg mad la..
i just spent a whole night playing xbox and watch dvd with him at sandy's place..
sleepy the whole damn morning...
and i swear .. i was seeing tings... i saw a bldy cat icon when it was suppose to be a text icon...
-_-"
--- 4:35 PM.
and his parents (my aunt & uncle la..duh~) ..arrived in sg already!!
and for those dying to see how he looks like,,
here u go...
k stop drooling...
hahahaha.. i gg mad la..
i just spent a whole night playing xbox and watch dvd with him at sandy's place..
sleepy the whole damn morning...
and i swear .. i was seeing tings... i saw a bldy cat icon when it was suppose to be a text icon...
-_-"
--- 4:35 PM.
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