Tuesday, November 28, 2006
I
JUST
GOT
IRKED by HIM!!!!
ARGH!!!
~!@$#$%~$!$~@#!$@~!32`21
i said it once and am not gonna repeat myself again u idiot!! and u still do dis..
wtf did i do ???
u only care abt u.. den wat abt me???
IDIOT MONKEY!!!!
--- 2:08 AM.
Sunday, November 26, 2006
I have my tan!!!
who's missing: Sharon & her dogs....
Thanks guys!!
--- 2:46 AM.
Saturday, November 25, 2006
i fell down the office's stairs the other day..
and now i have AN UGLY briuse on my right knee cap!!
it's like.... the size of a fist...
Congrats to me...~
*grumbles & curses~!*
--- 4:29 AM.
Friday, November 24, 2006
..i DIE DIE ALSO MUST GET A LICENSE...
~!@#$#@!~
so i can fetch my frens ard!!!!! and would not be a burden to u!!
u tink i like asking for free rides???? argh!!!
--- 12:02 AM.
Sunday, November 19, 2006
So many things...
So many events....
So many happenings....
everything within a month....
giving me too much think.
Someone mention to me before that i have a sub-conscious issue... i tink he is right..
i do have some invisible wall around me...
i look strong yet am not so sure of myself...
i'm happy but am not sure if it's for real...
i'm starting to fall... but yet i do not want to hurt u...
i may look alrite.. but i refuse to let people into my life...
Peeps say i'm assertive, yet i do not know what i really need or want...
i'm known to be able to make a decision.. but am definately in denial...
i've lost the magic...i've lost the confidence... i've lost myself....
i really happy u came into my life... i do feel for ..u..
but am afraid...so afraid...
i do not want to break myself again....
--- 8:23 PM.
Monday, November 13, 2006
one of the many ways to destress...
is to relax.....
like him....
omg.. he's just getting bigger each day...
eating n sleeping.. ALOT....
like wat my mum says... just like my brother & me.. we sleep ALOT too....
*LAughs*
or maybe chocolates??
Royce chocolates & Godiva truffles anyone???
oh yeah.... yum yum~
*giggles*
--- 3:50 AM.
Tuesday, November 07, 2006
yay~
tml steamboat dinner with the shopping people. ....
more food...
more laughter...
more gossips....
more happy people~!
gers... be sure to eat till u bust ya!!!!
--- 10:41 AM.
Monday, November 06, 2006
i really have a need to get away...
to smewhere i dun even knw..
just get away....
before i break down... in wat ways i dun knw... just breaking down ...
soon...
very soon....
--- 12:16 AM.
Wednesday, November 01, 2006
Muat i ...
always be strong and daring?? always be the one everyone runs to when u need me??
Can't i have my own moody periods?? my own withdrawal periods???
yes i always do appear strong and confident to the world... be the one who gives support when needed and give u a smile when u need one... but..
aren't i allow to have my own personal rants and feelings?? I'm not a robot... not a machine... or a perfect human...
i have emotions, mindset, personal perception and moods...
just because i had a moody downtime.... and i rant about everything.. and i get affected by humans ard me.. and i'm been labelled crazy and a bitch and being a baby???!??? wtf u want..
at least i rant in private... i dun go publicly whining abt how finicking my mood is.. or my life is.... and affects the whole grp...i'm NOT THAT TYPE~ ~ i'm already trying my best to not show my moodiness.. and i get this crap from u???
i BET u dun even knw i'm feeling pretty down dat night... and will was just concern..
And why cant i have my low periods??? Does it mean when i'm strong i must always be strong??? wtf.... can't i whine to my buds?? is whining wrong?? so what.. if i have my moody periods i can't say anything nor do anything just because it affected u alone??
and what nonsense are u toking abt?? everyone who knows me knows i tease about everything around me..regardless of who.... and regardles of what stitaution..
it's just a tease.... -_-"
and i have already dropped the bloody frenster incident.. why are u still hung up abt it....
seriously....
really... seriously... .what is wrong with u~
--- 11:47 PM.